30/5/2009 1:31am
In this early morning, i lost a man whom i love the most and dearest to me in my whole entire life.
My parents heard me crying over a man through their window for the 1st time…
they couldnt sleep
and tt makez me cry while typing this post..
I introduced him 2 them as their future son in law.they didnt know their so called son in law has been giving such remaks to their daughter.
“you are childish”
“your bloody attitude”
“your character is not good”
i am so familiar with these 3 lines from the man tt i loved the most..
didnt i feel the pain whenever i hear the blames??
no one cares.. no one.
some ppl said” serve u right”
some said” u should have got them more”
i still treated them with smile cos he was with me..
and now, we are gone..drift aparted.. very badly till nowhere to collect the pieces that we made them for this relationship..
i told u, dun use our relationship as excuse to break up.. but u still did it..
as u wish this time, u didnt even care tt casused a lot of pain 2 me.. yet u gave it to me. do i have choice to refuse it?? A gift from the man tt i loved the most??
it is worth to break my heart just to make everyone happy..
let my broken heart be a joker this time..
in the end, no one bothers to find out how does da face look like behind da mask.. as long as the joker can make them happy.