the moment
Damn.. i miss this person, man.. miss his laugh, miss his smile, miss his joke.I thou of relaxing while listenin this music called, The Moment by Stefanie Sun. i try nt to think abt him cos now is ma free time.. ma own time .. it is all abt me yet, yeah.. he occupied ma thought with the way he represents himself. I try nt 2 contact him to avoid misunderstanding. shall i call this as “woman pride”? ah hah!. who cares anyway?
If i sound this out to ma gal fren, she would say.. hey babe, go for it.ya noe just” a fren??” yah right.. who knows just fren only? lol. fren that can kiss and fuck as well like fuck buddy or fling? ha ha hah.
i can guess he can be a damn good buddy once he is into u by the way he lives n thinks and definitely Bad boyfren.bad…Bad.. bf.. Unless he loves ya like hell? Fren will only be his no.1 n gf? might nt be in his list at all.whereas ma dude, definitely best best…bf once he is into u. Into as in he committed 2 u.
If i didnt hook with ma bf, ma bf might be ma best fren too.. cos bf like mine, he thinks too much for other people n care too much abt their feeling too n tt made me jealous of other.
who knows i might be his best fren all the way without quarreling like right now? just that we love each other too much ,man n been through all these obstacles during these yrs.
I might sound like bitch.. but i love ma bf as ma man n i like him as ma buddy .does tt make me bitch, man? ya tell me?
Human’s feelings r freakin awesome,man n .. able to create things that beyond our control n imagination.
If i have a wishlist, i wanna have ma bf as ma soul mate n i wanna have him as my forever buddy.
however, things didnt turn out that way. i cant be a greedy bitch,man. keeping the best for me and throwing the rest.. nah.. i cant do that cos i love ma dude more than i like him. And i sincerely wish him that he could find his soul mate asap.Try 2 love her like no other babe in this world,man..
anyway, i miss ya,man.. have a nice day ahead,k? chill n hav fun.