i love you so much, love.

n  i really don’t know how to express it.

I knew you won’t ask much from me except asking me to stop being childish.

I tried and i am still trying.

I am upset that i made you cry today.

I didn’t know i am such shitty galfren that you mentioned.

today is our special day and i wish everything is fine for a day. especially today.

love

I dun even bother to write about this if i m pretty busy like weeks ago.

Well, here i m enjoying long break and kinda free  to writing anything now.

I used to have a funny hair on my nose and now i got new hair under my lower lip.

there are in white and surprisingly,the one on nose determine whether introvert or extrovert person.and kind of hair that my dude cant wait to pull it off.

He likes 2 attack this special hair whenever i ain’t on my guard.. too bad.. his fingers are big and his attempts are  in vain.

Now, i have one more new hair growing under my lip and it is white also..

burmese people called it as “chit mhway”? haha. i dunnoe..

where else? haha.

i always involve in $ issue whenever i change my jobs. Happening this time again ,man.

why is this such a tradition that a company must hold an employee’s last drawn salary when she/he gets  a new job?why cant ya do ur paperwork properly?

and pay my $ on time??

i’ve realized  there are a few ministry  of departments that i haven’t written a complaint letter yet. that includes ministry of manpower. should i wait or should i write?hmmm..

thank 2 bf, i m gonna get new hp soon..  whenever  i think of it,kinda happy thou.

i think i will go with xperia10. hopefully, no new models from HTC comes to singapore market.  :p

or HTC HD2? my fav big screen fone? haha.

mee nee mi ni  mee ne mo….HD..xperia..xperia..XPERIA!!!..lol..

ok.. xperia.. haha.

is it how ya pamper me or make me love ya? wahahaha… anyway,  i miss my bf.:D

next month is ur birthday.. too bad.i take ur present. u change ur hp when my contract expires ,k??.. hahah

This is my 2nd time writing about same issue in 3 yrs time on ma blog.

It is abt tension between burmese military and enthic group.

whenever i read about burmese politic issues, it is all about NLD and ethic group against burmese military.

when think of it,burmese politic ain’t hard to solve unlike  other country like thailand or indonesia whereas massive protests, numerous of politician parites and international pressure involved.

cos burmese gov doesnt even care above stated issues.

they dun care massive protests..cos they will shoot whoever protests on the street..and a lot of example had been set b4.

they dun care opposition parties cos apparently there is only one party to handle-NLD

they dun care international pressure cos they are living off with things that  rightfully belong to burmese people .

they are just  triggering   those two crucial keys to prolong their power in burma. NLD & ethic groups (especially karen people).

I’ve been observing my country’s political system (which my dad told me nt to) since i came abroad. same damn old pattern has been repeating from decade to decade.

IF we can fix  these 2 issues correctly, we can fix the burmese govt system as well. rite now, there arent much educated or thoughful leaders to lead the military.Those who  capable of doing this ‘ve already retired or passed away.It is much more easier to tackle those without brain or knowledge after fixing the issues that i stated above.

These rascals and  families are merely survivin on a stupid astrologlist’s advices for daily basic. hence, their ways of thinking had been already useless or.. they dun even know how to think? do they?

and i realised there are 2 weakness points in burmese people.. – egoist and like to go around the bush  but thank to those burmese kings in donkey yrs who set such examples like this to us.

that’s why  our nation’s political issue has been extending 4  2 decades and seem like more depend on how egoist we are.

we can ask NLD.. they would say they wan to obtain the justice result that they achieved in 1990s election..

we can ask ethic rebel groups, they would say they want assurance for their people for instances- equality treatment with native burmese  and peace in their states…

no one wanna fight with gov to kill their own people.  The civilians are the one who suffer when war outbreaks. These people are innocence. their lives are in stake between egoist burmese gov and naive ethic rebel groups.

when will it end if leaders from both sides continues to  be egoist and naive??

Dear Almighty, plz protect the people’s lives at border even there is /is not war. they are starving and helpless. they are scared and worried for their uncertain futures. Be a buddhist, a christian or even a free thinker-

Humble yourself, therefore under God’d mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due times. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.