I received some invitation from desktop dating by my friends from MSN.
M wondering what is it all about n kinda curious about it too.
So I signed up n explored. Guess what I ‘ve found??
No..No..no.. ya tell me …
Of cos ,dating lah!. Damn, I am already enough with one guy and don’t feel like dating anymore. One guy asked me out yesterday after he knocked off from his work. He is my so called long time online buddy and he has a gf. I was like “Whhhaaat”? ya asked me out whereas you got ya own gal and ya fucks her weekly. And the date tt he asked out is more than having meal and watching movie. hanky panky stuff included as well. Imagine if my dude finds out.. OUCH!!! He gonna screw me upside down.I told him about my rule, I don’t date married men or attached guys regardless of my relationship status at the moment. The reason is I just dun wanna be a bitch. I also dun like if my guy goes for dating with another bitch behind my back. So might as well, I dun start it in da first place.
Btw, I met my dude yesterday evening and I took cab to go home. On my way, a taxi driver asked me,
“so u guys married?”
“neh.. nt yet..”
“ why..?”
“Ehmmm, Why?”
I didn’t really ve answer for his question so I asked him back. I, myself dun even know which reasons are holding us back to marry. I used to think religion and finance were burden to my wedding plan and now no more. I think relatives bah.
That’s it. When ya dun feel marrying someone, ya can think of all the crap to stop the marriage. I’ve already told him that I’m not gonna marry him anymore once I hit 30.what’s the point I dated someone for 10yrs and he still cant marry me after 10 yrs?
Last Sat, We had argument over fucking thing. I started it first cos I wanna know how much he loves me. I mentioned a malay guy’s name out and it would be nice if I fuck around with this guy since ya damn busy. Then he also told me, he would fuck around with a malay gal too if I really do that. I even told him that he won’t be finding out anything if I happen to two timing him. Then he get pissed. Haha. But he hasn’t showed his temper yet.
Then in that evening, his temper was exploded.
He told me if I really love him I should know how to be faithful to him no matter how busy he is.
“Do ya think u love to hear when I said? yea, I wanna fuck malay gals around when ya busy. will ya still trust me if I keep saying this to ya many times?”
Then I told him, I just said only and no action wad..
Then he said, “ that’s y ya still childish and that was your intention when I really get busy and no time for ya”
Newae, I miss ma bf -_- and now, I know how much he loves me.. hahaha.