က်ဳပ္ေတာင္ update မလုပ္တာ လနဲ ့ခ်ီၾကာသြားျပီ..

ေစာေစာတုန္းက ကြန္ျပဴတာသံုးျပီး ဒီ Blogကို editလုပ္ေနတံုး ေခါင္းကို တခ်က္ကိုင္မိတာလိုက္ လက္ထဲမွာ အဖတ္ၾကီးလိုလိုတခုပါလာတယ္..

စိတ္ထဲကလည္း ဟာ ဒီေန ့မွ ေခါင္းေလွ်ာ္ထားတာ ဘယ္ကအမွိဳက္ၾကီးလဲေပါ့

ဘယ္က သာ ။ beetleၾကီးတေကာင္ က်ဳပ္ေခါင္းေပၚေရာက္ေနတယ္.. ဘယ္တုန္းကေရာက္မွန္းေတာင္မသိဘူး..လန္ ့သြားတာပဲ..

အေရာင္ကေတာ ့ရွယ္ပဲ.. သာမာန္အမည္းေ၇ာင္မဟုတ္ဘူး.. အေတာ္ေတာ့ၾကည့္ေကာင္းတယ္.. ၾကည့္ေကာင္းလို ့ ဖမ္းျပီး uploadလုပ္လိုက္တယ္..အဟား…

ဒီေကာင္ၾကီးကို က်ဳပ္ batteryဖံုးအခြံနဲ ့အုပ္ထားတာကို ေအာက္ေျခကေန မ ျပီးထြက္ဖို ့ၾကိဳးစားေနတယ္  ။အဖံုးခြံကို သူ လက္၂ဖက္နဲ ့မေနတာ ဖင္ေတာင္ ေထာင္တယ္..ဇြဲ လံံု ့လ ၀ီရိယ ကေတာ ့တိရိစာန္ေပမယ့္ လြတ္ေျမာက္

ဖိ ု ့အတြက္ၾကိဳးစားရွာသား.. ေလးစားတယ္ကြာ..

ၾကိဳးစားတတ္တဲ ့beetleေလး

hey hey, long time never update.

I saw a lot of comments that listed as “spam” .  delete some and approved some.

If  you don like, delete them back.No idea why u ignore those pending comments.

Sorry, babe for handling this blog along. I lost my p.w.Ciao.

In this early morning, i lost a man whom i love the most and dearest to me in my whole entire life.

My parents heard me crying over a man through their window for the 1st time…

they couldnt sleep

and tt makez me cry while typing this post..

I introduced him 2 them as their future son in law.they didnt know their so called son in law has been giving such remaks to their daughter.

“you are childish”

“your bloody attitude”

“your character is not good”

i am so familiar with these 3 lines from the man tt i loved the most..

didnt i feel the pain whenever i hear the blames??

no one cares.. no one.

some ppl said” serve u right”

some said” u should have got them more”

i still treated  them with smile cos he was with me..

and now, we are gone..drift aparted.. very badly till nowhere to collect the pieces that we made them  for this relationship..

i told u, dun use our relationship as excuse to break up.. but u still did it..

as u wish this time, u didnt even care tt casused a lot of pain 2 me.. yet u gave it to me. do i have choice to refuse it?? A gift from the man tt i loved the most??

it is worth to break my heart just to make everyone happy..

let my broken heart be a joker this time..

in the end, no one bothers to find out how does da face look like behind da mask.. as long as the joker can make them happy.

“Revenge tastes even sweeter when u revenge  the right person”

This man is trying 2 piss me off again..He will hate me for being a revengeful person n he’z makin me like one. So whose fault is tis time?

We know what we like & dislike . we set our own rulez and break them all.he wants an understanding gf;here i m .:)

without meeting, talking and sms-ing 2 him. this is how he defined so called “an understanding gf” who doesnt bother him much.. and he love such kinda gf to  bits cos he can do anything behind her back.:)

then why r u r in relationship?? well , i m just wondering. Very seriously for the 1st time..hmmmm..

I believe almost everyone is familiar with this term.

Eversince, internet had been invented, there are losta things like distance relationship, online marriage, cyber children( i dunnoe how they fuck online and hav kids from monitor).. and blah blah blah..

Especially, you are in singapore and your cyber husband is in Afganistan or..

you are in china and ur cyber gf is in india.

I didnt support distance relationship, i still dun support distance relationship and i wouldnt be supporting distance relationship even in da future.

I watched MTV show about “True Life” last night.. hightlighting so called” Distance relastionship” with 3 diff couples across US.

one of the gals said tt..”it is suck.. u cant meet, u cant kiss, u cant even make out.

another gal has been travelling to her bf by flight and complained abt tt 2 her bf. She wished her bf would take a flight and meet her once.. and tt guy kept saying busy or tired whenever they talk over da phone.. eventually, gal pissed off.

there are pros and cons abt distance relationship. i sure everyone knows it. . cos this is nt a new agenda. whoever has internet might try once??

pros

• u can flirt with other guys
• u still can declare urself as single ( guys wont bother abt ur bf once he is out  from the country tt u live in)
  
• u still can save ur virgin since he cant fuck u from webcam
• u still can enjoying life while telling white lies 2 ur cyber bf or so called distance bf.( if he is so free then let him come and check on u lor)

cons

• Zero trust
• live with guilt
• no sexual pleasure
• ppl start curious about whether u can live without sex for yrs
  
• lonely
• waste phone bill
• insecurity

wah! if i list out all da con points, i wont be finish writing 2dae.. cos my mind has been set and i  only can think of negative impact of distance relationship.

but.. u might be smiling if i tell u i m on distance relationship fr last night onward.. and of cos my dude ain’t in india or afganistan tt  thousand of miles away fr mi. he is still in singapore. u see, i still can hav distance relationship even  my loved one is in same country as mine? ain’t it funny?? singapore is so small yet and  we dun hav time to meet, talk and do thing tt we usually do.

And that is y, my fren always tell me tt we hav 2 do thing which we dislike 2 do in many occasions..and we ve no choice.. yes, indeed. i hate distance relationship as much i hate bitches and now i m having such relationship .

Damn!..and wat a coincidence!.. i m listening  Warwick Avenue by Duffy.. and i really love da last part…

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You think youre loving
But you dont love me
I want to be free, baby
Youve hurt me
You dont love me
I want to be free
Baby youve hurt me

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